Feylin is the demon queen of the demons, even though she has been trained and molded to become the queen since the moment she was born. However even though she sits on the throne she has never once wanted the crown that sits on her head, even though she doesn't want to act as the monarch of the demons she knows that without her her people would be lost and wouldn't be able to survive against the other races in the war thats going on. The one thing she wants most in life is to find someone to fall in love with and live peacefully with them away from the war she's leading her people in. But her sense of duty does not allow her to do that knowing that for the greater good of her people she must lead them. Also she might be the monarch of the demons but she herself is actually quite a weak person with little to no power and she is absolutely terrified of fighting and scared highly of pain.